diary

2008-05-16T13:11:00.001+08:00

okay people, i decided to change to xanga.

here's my link; http://xanga.com/syaflove.

relink me if you want alright :)

2008-05-15T13:46:00.002+08:00

shoe size: 4

Bowling is not bad at all, in fact it's fun if you manage to hit those pins. And and the shoes looked so small and made the foot looks tiny. ha ha. Right now, there' s no one to talk to on msn and its freakiing boring. And and you what? Imma skip school tmrw. wo0o.

you, get off me.

2008-05-14T19:23:00.002+08:00

I'm back and blogging for the second time due to boredom -.-. Went to fetch seany from school and we walked back home( you know sean, i love those moments when we get to walk together, hand in hand, just the two of us (: ).

perfect.

2008-05-14T15:03:00.003+08:00

Skipped school today as there will be nothing left to do until the next term. No studying, no teachers, except for reliefs teacher. Absolutely NOTHING so why bother? I feel like eating out of boredom now but wait, i cant.

You know what? I find that some people are just too ignorant, tooo ignoraant that i feel like punching their faces. Attitude mofo. moron. idiot. bloodyfool. asshole. arrr. Okay you know what now? Why should i get irritated by these ' attitude mofo. moron. idiot. bloodyfool. asshole' idiots?

ASSHOLE.

I love you, sean baby.

Tooooooooodleeeeesss.

2008-05-13T16:29:00.004+08:00

i dont know why, but i seem to love this guy alot now.

burok uh syaf.

Working at sakura went fine and the uniform looks like the kfc's (oopsie). heee. But overall, i find the job easy and the people there are just fine (:

So what happened yesterday was, went to the movies with ifah. But before that met up with Mande and she left halfway through. 'Ironman' was quite interesting, i like it though. ha ha.

After the movie ended, met up with boyfie cause i missed him lots. Blehh~

i'm off to work now. Toodles everyone! :D

2008-05-11T13:21:00.005+08:00

Sorry readers for not updatig for like a month? Or maybe less. And for now on, i'll be able to update EVERYDAY. Wooo.

Above are some pictures that have been taken the past two weeks. Today will be the first day at work at sakura and i'm kinda lazy now(last minute thing). ARR. No choice, have to go.

I'll update more when there's time alright? To those who wants me to relink them, gimme a few days and it'll be done alright?

Sean, dont worry. I'll do what is needed to be done today okay? i love you.

AND HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! :D

2008-04-11T08:36:00.004+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday ira!

First of all, i'd like to thank everyone who had wished me and remembered my birthday. Thank you very very much for the presents and celebrations. Thank you watchouts for coming over my house to celebrate my birthday. I appreciate it alot. I really really wanna thank every single one of you all. Thank you guys! =D

And of course, wont forget to thank love for what he had done for me all this while. Thanks for the presents! =) Thank you very much. i love you.

Yesterday, didnt attend school due to laziness, i stayed at home all the way till eeka asked me out so I tried my luck in asking dad whether i'm allowed to go out and yay! i was allowed to =D. Went to bugis to hunt for things. I swear, my feets are allergic to bugis street. I dont know why,but somehow, whenever i step into that place, my feets will start to itch. I know it doesnt make sense but i swear! I think the next time i'm going there, will wear 2 pieces of socks on each feet to prevent it from itchiness. Set! Walked around and around and I ended up buying a boyfriend's top and a black bucket bag. I feel satisfied (eeka knows what i mean,hee). Reached home sharp at 9.30. First time in my life, reached home on time. heh. Pictures will be posted when its uploaded.

These are the pictures taken for the past few days.

Birthday celebration

Family Gathering

2008-04-01T15:40:00.005+08:00

There's a reason why i'm here and not there. Certain things are destined and nothing can stop it from happening. Am i a disaster or the otherwise? Nothing seems to be right nowadays.

Dear history, can you dissapear and leave me alone to see and to look foward to the future. I dont need you, I seriously dont.

is it you?

2008-04-01T15:40:00.003+08:00

Days turned to weeks. Weeks will eventually turn to months. Thats how time flies and how we get by.

To my Dearest Sean, its really alright with me sean. Eventhough it'll be 2 months or so, just bare with it and soon it'll be over soon. Just concentrates on your studies alright. Just hope to be able to see you soon. I love you.

it felt like i'm naked when your there standing, staring at me. You saw through me.

2008-03-27T08:32:00.002+08:00

Am i missed? haha. Ya'll be like, 'finally, she's updating.'

Okay, its been a month or so since i updated and obviously, quite alot happened recently. Too many things to do but yet, lacking of time i guess. I'm growing up and yes, i hate changes. Too many thoughts running through this head of mine.

some things shouldnt have happened, it should be erased.

i love you

2008-02-04T09:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BRO =D

Went shopping with kakak yesterday and it was soooo fun and how i love her. Had a good talk yea =D

So last week went shooping with darlings and i am in love with that white bag && i am gonna buy it the minute i have enough cash. Hmpft. Short holidays approaching baby! I really cant wait and nowadays, i've to admit that i'm always happy =D

At last, i own a kitten once again. Her name's Cleo and one day, i'll upload her picture for you guys to see how cuuuuuute she is. hah. Sorry friends if i've not been leypaking with you guys. I really really do miss ya'll. SEE YOU SOON. && Mande darl wants to declare her love for me =D

She's right beside me =D

HI IM MANDE HERE. NONO, MORE LIKE HOW MUCH SHE WANTS TO DECLARE HER ENDLESS LOVE FOR ME! LOOK EVERYONE, SYAF LOVES MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D I love you too la pantat! B)

hahahhhah! AWWW. I love you =D && MY LAOPO, GAYLE AND MY SCANDAL IFAH (MANDE'S BELOVED WIFE) =D

PEACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHGA. MUAHAHAHAHAHAH!

2008-01-20T16:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night felt awesome. I miss them so much. Wish we could do that more often. I cant wait for end of year! =D

So yesterday went to sharm's birthday pit. It went fine and ya, i wanna wish Sharm darl a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I seriously dont know what to blog about right now but for these past few days, i've been happy. haha. Had a good talk with Ibu just now after the wedding that we both attended earlier on. Well, finally now i know she does understand me. I love you! =D

Toodles!

Now you know.

2008-01-13T14:18:00.000+08:00

I can 99% confirm with you guys that i'm really turning into a nerd and what i do most of the time is study when i have nothing better to do. I'm also spending patr of my weekends studying with friends. What does that prove?

School's alright so far and things feel abit weird for me. So, i'm goint out later with Eeka to buy some stuff.

i'm really confused down there. what have i done? why the sudden ignorance? i've not changed dear but things have. i miss you.

2008-01-05T18:07:00.000+08:00

First things first, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE OUT THERE!

So here's to a wonderful 2008 where everything is perfect where people dont talk behind your back and no one hates you cause your different.... NOT!!!!

Your probably wondering why i'm saying all this, oh gee, where to start....

okay, on the first day of the new year, i became a nerd.... actually, i'm just kidding( hope so)
played 'spin the bottle' and did something i thought i would never do.. well I ain't telling... my lips are sealed.

On the 2nd day of the new year was the first day of school. It went fine for me i guess. The rest of the days were as per normal. Just have to get used to it somehow.

I think i'll stop here since there's nothing much left to say. My brain is dead, and its driving me crazy.

I really think i'm turning into a nerd.. help needed.

toodles

2007-12-25T16:19:00.000+08:00

School's gonna start real soon. Oh my. Actually, there's nothing to update but i'm doing this in order for the blog not to rust. heh. i'm out.

everthing's fine?

2007-12-18T17:56:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating for the past few days. Been busy with stuffs.

Actually there's many that i wanna update about but cant remember. This always happens when your mind is full with many things. School's gonna reopen soon so i guess its back to books. Have not been going out these past few days but i'm hoping to be able to go out with my babes. Ifah's back! wo0o0! haha. I guess i'll just stop here for now.

Toodles.

2007-12-05T14:28:00.000+08:00

Things are going smoothly now. Mum and me, we're cool. No more fights, i guess. Currently. I love her, very much.

I hope he's doing fine. For these past few weeks lying on his bed didnt make me realise this, not until ifah mentioned it; i miss elder bro. Though we were never that close for the past years, i have this sudden wish to have his presence felt at home. I hope your doin' fine. Come home dude, i miss you):

Nothing much to update on though but i'm sure there'll be lots to come! So watchout(:

P.S: Is he for real? Haha. I hope so. Ifah, you know i know you know. Haha!

2007-11-28T20:31:00.000+08:00

Okay bloggers, today this post is gonna be a proper one; no more short posts.

These past few weeks, i've not been myself lately. Maybe its because of everything that's revolving around me but still, i'm unable to point out my finger to the reason why this is happening. Things are gonna change for me next year i guess; having new classmates, no Ifah and Mande and Muhd to talk to during lesson breaks, no hearing of the word 'goldfish' from the mouth of the 3 buddies, no atmosphere of 3e4): Actually, there's still alot that i can list down still but i rather not.

Just had a fight with mum. Cant she just stop saying that irritating phrase? I hate it. Sometimes, i just wish that she should just aborted me since the doctor have advised her to do so for some reasons. Indeed, she did took the risk and gave birth to me. I really appreciate it. I hate my bad attitude towards her. But still, i think we both need to compromise.This cant go on. I need an 'anger management lessons'. SOS! -.-

I'm so sorry mummy. Let's just hope it wont happenagain. But giving birth to me was a disaster for you wasnt it, huh?

Okay, 3 chalets to attend in the month of December. Yay! Cant wait! :D Wait! December? How fast eh? And the next month will be..Let me see. January! Yeah, schools gonna be back in our dictionary soon guys. Real soo! Watchout.

Didnt know its hard to forget him until now when i realised, i cant just forget a person just like that though it was just a very short history of us. It's been a year plus since we talked. And ifah, searching it in a big yellow book will only give us a BIG headache. Heh! Thanks eh babe. I'm just waiting.

Oh man, I missed that good shot! Yes, right infront of the house. Just. Nevermind, forget it.

See, i told you guys. It'll be a rather proper post, isnt it? (:

Stay tuned to the next post,i'm back :D

P.S: Fauzy Laily aint small and skinny like we see on the tv. He's tallll and fitttt. And he's gf's hot yaw.

Be back(:

2007-11-21T17:28:00.000+08:00

I'm so sorry for not updating for like coming-to a month. Many things did happened. And i mean alot of things happened. I miss Ifah, Mande, Muhd the watchouts and many more. It seems like i'm very outdated in many stuffs. To those who tagged, keep tagging ya. I'll reply you all asap. I would like to end it here for now.

Takecare readers (:

2007-10-24T12:11:00.000+08:00

Really really sorry for not updating for a very very long time. So many things happened and i can barely remember anything But, i know many things did happen. . All i can do now is just wait for the overall results. I really really dont wish to drop ):, my hopes and dreams will be dashed within 2 hours? i dont know. Just feel like breaking down but i would rather keep it then to make mum and dad worry. I really really dont know what am i thinking now. I guess i 'll update again after everything's over, i mean, the stuffs that's bothering me right now. Cross your fingers for me, bloggers (:

there's never a right time to say goodbye to 4e -.-

One of the photos during WOC raye.

2007-10-14T18:47:00.000+08:00

Okay guys, i am so officially surrounded my small kids. And i mean small naughty, noisy, naughty, noisy, naughty kids -.- . They are so called having a wrestling battle right now, on the bed i'm lying on now. I can hardly type. Nevermind about them.

Yesterday's visit was fun. Did many catching up with cousins. I miss damn truck loads! How i wish we could talk a lil longer. They had to go somewherese, you see. Overall, i really had fun yesterday =D

Nothing much to update so ya, everyone out there, again, Selamat Hari Raya maaf Zahir Dan Batin.

2007-10-12T17:24:00.000+08:00

WOC buke-same2 was fun :D . Met the girls after so long. Pictures wont be posted here but it will be posted on the others blogs. Seriously, i have no idea what am i thinking about. Tomorrow's raya. How fast eh? There's nothing much to blog about for now but i'm sure there will be lots of it in time to come. Takecare bloggers, and SELAMAT HARI RAYA! :D And i'm sorry if i've hurt anyone in anyways without realising. So ya, i'm out.

P.S: omg he is so loved by me :D

2007-10-05T14:13:00.000+08:00

Here i am again, all blank. Math paper totally suck and and it really sucks. So, its confirmed that i will fail math. Totally. When can i ever pass math with this kind of attitude towards math? We are gonna get back some of the results back by next week. My heart just cant stop beating fast. C'mon, this is only sec 3's EOY exam and i'm already this nervous. Don't tell me my heart's gonna buldge out of my mouth before taking my 'O or PERHAPS 'N level? Yeah, i might be channeled to NA next year which i dont wish for it to happen. Never. But, i don't really mind, you know. its just that i hate to look at mum's and dad's dissapointed faces. I just refuse to look at it. I promised to them that i'll work harder for EOY but now, it seems like its so not happening. I took it for granted and regretted.

Okay, forget it. If i'm really gonna drop, i will learn to pick myself up again, right? Yeah, easy for me. But what are the consequences that i'm gonna face If i were to really drop? Then thing that i'm most concern about is, parents. I just hate this. Life sucks, for now. Heh.

So yeah, i've been blogging about studies, studies and studies. I know, boring. I should get a life. Ya, after exams. :D

P.S: again =(

2007-10-04T10:57:00.000+08:00

First of all, sorry for not updating for like a week and so? Heh. English paper was alrite, malay suck and today we had Physics. I felt so dumb when I got the paper. Everything went blank the moment I saw that paper. But luckily, the formulas 'saved' me. 3 papers down, 3 more to go. Not exactly 3 papers done. I can't wait to get this over with. Holidays, here I come :D. Okay -.-, no. Maybe I should take things easy. Concentrate on studieds first, enjoy later. Eh?
Uh la. Nothing much to update. Exams period are driving me crazy -.-

tata.

P.S: I miss seeing you on the bus ):

2007-09-24T15:15:00.000+08:00

Malaysia trip was super fun! Had fun with family. Bought a white sling bag and a high cut shoe and that drove me crazy. After so long, i managed to buy 1 high cut chuck taylor. Oh my, simply cant get over it. Repeat it once more for me, please. I don't belong there, aww how sad. Next time perhaps? Okay, you guys won't get what i mean except for the close ones. Shopped till 10 plus and reached Singapore at 12 plus. Spent my night at Granny's again and home sweet home the next day. (:

I simply cant stand those racist. I'm not going to name names here. What the hell are you guys thinking about? Like what my teacher say, those who are stereo-minded are those with simply no education. That explains all because they can't think properly and arent' civilised. One word; L O S E R S.

I'll try to update as frequently as possible alright? Thank you to the people who always visit my blog, my lovely readers =D

Today, we're gonna start the night study and it will be till 8pm. I cant wait. One week left and i'm happy and nervous. I can only pray that i'll manage to get promoted. Nevermind, i can do it (;

takecare!

2007-09-22T11:29:00.000+08:00

I'm off to Malaysia today with Grandmama, uncle and aunt. will be gone for only a day and oh my, exams are just like the week after next? someone, help me. one week, is obviously not enough for me to recap from the term one studies onwards. All i can do is to hope for a miracle to happen. I definately don't wanna drop. No, not yet. I wont give up, there's still hope baby :D.

There's still time so i'll update about last night ya. I'll make it short and simple. Went out with Siti, Muhd and his girl & his friends. i forgot their names. Most of their names mainly starts with the letter 'S' so its kinda hard to remember. Went out to geylang and i swear, if its possible, i will never wanna bring a bag there, ever again. Went off from there at 10 plus and reached granny's at 1116pm. yeah, i still remember the exact time. heh. My heart cant stop beating fast. Any idea? i don't feel good. I guess i'll just stop here.

First of all, to Tina, thanks alot :D

To Ifah, i miss you gyler babiii la can? you no phone make me worried sia ): . Anyway, takcare okay? i love you.

To Mande, i'm very glad (: . You've made the right choice but no matter what, i'll be behind you and will always be there :D takecare love.

To Siti, you also same, make me worried only. Ask you to call me when you reached home last night but never. Ass la you. haha. Guess you forgot huh? takecare love :)

To the WATCHOUTS, i'll see you guys soon! after exams! :D

tata'

2007-09-20T08:22:00.001+08:00

okay readers :D NO NEED wait for raya for this blog to be ready. do link me up okay people? i will try to update as regularly as possible. so for now, i'll stop till here. many things happened in the past few months. cant wait for tomorrow! breaking fast with my people :D takecare readers (:

2007-09-20T08:22:00.000+08:00

new blog :D will update more when there's time.