Here i am again, all blank. Math paper totally suck and and it really sucks. So, its confirmed that i will fail math. Totally. When can i ever pass math with this kind of attitude towards math? We are gonna get back some of the results back by next week. My heart just cant stop beating fast. C'mon, this is only sec 3's EOY exam and i'm already this nervous. Don't tell me my heart's gonna buldge out of my mouth before taking my 'O or PERHAPS 'N level? Yeah, i might be channeled to NA next year which i dont wish for it to happen. Never. But, i don't really mind, you know. its just that i hate to look at mum's and dad's dissapointed faces. I just refuse to look at it. I promised to them that i'll work harder for EOY but now, it seems like its so not happening. I took it for granted and regretted.

Okay, forget it. If i'm really gonna drop, i will learn to pick myself up again, right? Yeah, easy for me. But what are the consequences that i'm gonna face If i were to really drop? Then thing that i'm most concern about is, parents. I just hate this. Life sucks, for now. Heh.

So yeah, i've been blogging about studies, studies and studies. I know, boring. I should get a life. Ya, after exams. :D

P.S: again =(